posted 04-06-2020 10:14 AM
So, like many of the members here, I grew up dreaming of becoming an astronaut. During my childhood, I used this as motivation to always do my best. Get the best grades, excel in sports, etc. I figured this type of mindset is what it took.Well, I grew up but never shook the dream. I obtained a doctorate as a healthcare provider and spent several years of my life working in research. Hoping one day to apply to the Astronaut Corps.
I applied for the 2017 class (as did thousands of others) and like most, I failed in my effort.
So, I promised myself to keep improving and apply "next time." Well, next time arrived in March. Like I did a few years back, I applied and submitted my application.
This year, the application was different, there was a supplemental questionnaire. After submitting, I assumed the questionnaire would come and went about my business. Thanks to the COVID-19 outbreak, my life has drastically changed. I am working to deal with SBA loans, helping out in front line clinics where I can, and helping in the effort to scrounge PPE for those who need it. Not surprisingly, my normal routine and schedule is turned upside down and my e-mail is being flooded due to the current situation.
It's an excuse, but the e-mail for the NASA Questionnaire got buried and I didn't see it until it was too late. The window to fill it out was narrow and I missed it. I know that my chances of getting accepted was next to zero, but failing to even make a complete effort (even though it was just a mistake) is really crushing.
I'm OK with trying my best and failing, I'm not OK with just failing.